These Last Few Months

by Broken Headlights

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1.
Helena Your sweet blue eyes have stopped me where I stand Helena To lose you it would be my very end If I knew what it was I would have fought and fallen If I knew how I would have stopped it by now Helena the ocean of your mind too deep to swin Helena a bluebird's song is trapped from far within If I knew what it was I would have fought and fallen If I knew how I would have stopped it by now Helena Your golden hair could buy a child the world Helena After all of this I should have learned If I knew what it was I would have fought and fallen If I knew how I would have stopped it by now
2.
In My Head 03:51
there's nothing left for me in my head just my name is something that you said i wish i hadn't been such a fool again i wish i hadn't been such an awful friend (they say i can't feel) i wish i wasn't so reckless i wish i had thought it through i wish it wasn't something i said to get me through to you i wish i hadn't been such a fool again i wish i hadn't been such an awful man (i'm just a boy)
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Sylvan Love 03:48
the spring yearns for the chill of fall our voices chill at the end of it all i wait for you on the bridges in the woods call me then i’ll ignore my sylvan love i know that there’s something wrong with this isn’t it that way when you have to tell your friends? wait for you on the bridges in the woods call me then i’ll ignore my sylvan love the rivers called your name before but i never felt the same way wait for you on the bridges in the woods call me then i’ll ignore my sylvan love
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Nicotine 04:55
It started off as something new Something to get my through to you Took my head off my shoulders Without making me any colder If nothing would’ve changed If everything had stayed the same It wouldn’t be in my brain Making me insane Nicotine Part of me Nicotine Love is free The aches and pains unbearable My head feels like it will explode There’s nothing left to say So ill just stay this way If I could give up now Let it all go but how Could I ever forgive myself My family I could never tell Nicotine A part of me Nicotine Love is free
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There’s something about this thats keeping me here Maybe its a relief to you’d call tears I tore my heart out and left it on the floor he told me that I wouldn’t need it anymore I wish you Had never found me there I should’ve just drowned without a care Wish we could go back to that time But for now I know that the fault is mine I just remember waking up inside that bed I realized what had gone inside went to my head The pesticides were sweet with nothing left I lost the label and I never read it then I wish you Had never found me there I should’ve just drowned without a care Wish we could go back to that time But for now I know that the fault is mine She told me my music gets worse every time I write I thought she would ask me to stay the night She said how bout a coffee or a couple of drinks And then I thought about that and I threw up in the sink
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nothing is the same color anymore and it’s been bothering me lately, much more than before since i’ve stopped running octaves through your ears like fingers through hair makes me feel like i have meaning oh so much meaning notes don’t sound the same as they used to and i'm sure that it’s not about you lovely the sound of a devils intuition to just string words together like they don’t have meaning lately i don’t feel like speaking because none of your words have any meaning\ lately i haven't been speaking to you or anyone, they wanna hear i take off my new sunglasses and i try to think of what to say the chest of drawers don’t compare to her worn out wares my words are just condescending so no one stops to listen dominance is such a silly quality to covet dearly cuz the submissive survive the terrorist attack he talks of the end of the world and how his old lover girl will come back to him when his god can rule once again lately i don’t feel like speaking cuz none of your words have any meaning lately i haven't been speaking to you with any amount of feeling i looked down the mountain and saw your face so cold I’m starting to sound like someone i used to know it’s been years since you last dyed your hair it’s been years since i have tried to care
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Answers 04:17
chances were that his train was late couldn't get to work on time had to stay home inside his bed found that he was trapped inside his own head its so cold its so dark inside i wanna run away, you and i if i could see your eyes in the light then maybe we could try to fight it Take it day by day that’s what she said That way you’ll be able to focus on what’s ahead pull the alarm like he pulled the plug in 1973 or was it 1985? but its so cold its so dark inside i wanna run away, you and i if you could see my eyes in the light maybe we could try and fight it but for now I’m alone in this place i call a home answers they never quite what i want them to be can't you just look at me and try to see that its so cold its so dark inside i wanna run away you and i! if you could see my eyes in the light maybe we could try and fight it i'll wait for you

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my fourth album. i can't tell if i keep getting worse or better, but i know this isn't as much of a trainwreck as fake pt. 2. remind me to stop trying to write concept albums.

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released November 26, 2019

vocals by austin osmond
guitars and bass by austin osmond
drums by drum machine (he's a great drummer this is the fourth album of mine he has been on)
cover picture taken by me shaking my phone violently in the dark while it was day

thanks to all my friends for the feedback

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Broken Headlights New Jersey

I'm 15 and I started writing music. Follow my Tumblr blog and my Soundcloud as well.

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