I honeslty just can't connect with people
It's not like people are mean, or anything
And I’m happy because the things most people enjoy I just don't
And I’m happy because I isolate myself
I hide it pretty damn well but almost too well
To the point where I’m fake
I feel fake when I wake up
X2
Sometimes I ask myself
If Holden caufeild would call me a phony
It might be cause I’m afraid of myself
Maybe I'll get to know you one day
I used to know you very well
you’re so closed off
But began to open up to me
To me
I hide it pretty damn well but almost too well
To the point where I’m fake
I feel fake when I wake up
The most genuine fake person I know is myself
its me
And I think I’m holding something against myself
I know right
And that's what bothers me the most
We have the potential to be such good friends
We were last year but now we're not
Not sure if its her or me or both
And now I've finally gotten past her
Especially after last night
Which sucked, by the way
It made me kinda cry
credits
from A Few More Days,
released November 28, 2018
Special thanks to Lauren, this song wouldn't exist without you.
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