Why do I wake up
She said
It would be so much easier if
We were dead
I wouldn’t have to solve my problems they’d just fall away from me
I wouldn’t have to get out of bed
What if I went to sleep
All the girls and drugs and stupid fucks
Would fall away from me
And my battery
Both phone and mentally
Would never run out
Again
She said
What if I am actually depressed
All those online quizzes said i was fucking stressed
I can’t seem to get my life together
And it’s falling apart a little more every hour
You remind me of my ex
She said
He was small and white and every time
I see you I think of him
I feel like I can say
Whatever you want to me
Cuz am I gonna say anyway
I am so alone, she said
Every time I find some friends I fall in love with one of them
It never works out in the end
And they end up kicking me out like they did to all my friends
She said
What if I am actually depressed
All those online quizzes said i was fucking stressed
I can’t seem to get my life together
And it’s falling apart a little more every hour
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